Poems by Gale Acuff

One day when you're dead you rise again, I

forget exactly how but that's what they

swear to at Sunday School and then she smiles,

our Sunday School teacher, she smiles and says 

Isn't that wonderful, children, so we

say yes but it sort of scares me, coming

back to life just when I was sure that my

troubles were over but maybe I'll feel

differently when I'm dead, maybe even 

when I'm not quite, on my deathbed, say, but all

I am now is ten years old and when I

told Mother what I learned at church today

she said Don't worry, boy, that's religion,

don't take it too seriously but when

I ask why she doesn't attend she laughs.

I don't want to die but my Sunday School

teacher says I've died once already, I

died into life when I was born, she says,

so to speak, she adds, then smiles--I'm only

ten years old and don't really know what she's    

talking about but to be safe I smile

back, not that I planned to, it just happened

that way, maybe it was the Grace of God

or something involuntary they say

in biology class at regular

school, I'm not sure which but after I said

Goodbye, see you next time to my Sunday

School teacher it came to me that this will

be the rest of my life, religion or

science but no in between. Born again.

I'm not afraid of death, I'm ten years old,

I'm not afraid of anything I say

to myself when I am, when I'm afraid

that is, and sometimes it helps and sometimes

not but last night I dreamt I died and went

to Heaven to be judged and I flunked judge

-ment so God sent me to Hell and when I

woke this morning it was Purgatory

of a kind, ha ha--life on Earth, the same

old life, school this morning again and

I forgot my lunch money again and

the bus was so crowded I had to stand

and when it suddenly stopped I got knocked

out, my head striking the metal top of

a seat. When I wake up, I hope I don't.


Gale Acuff has had hundreds of poems published in a dozen countries and has authored three books of poetry. Gale has taught tertiary English courses in the US, PR China, and Palestine.


Posted on November 1st 2023

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